errrnie

Dying

2009-11-15T02:36:16Z

They say it's like going to sleep. Maybe it is. But what if I go to sleep? I have nightmares.

errrnie @ 2009-11-11T11:51:00

2009-11-11T03:52:36Z

Did you say it?

I love you.

I don’t ever want to leave without you.

You changed my life.

Did you say it?

Make a plan, set a goal, work towards it.

And every now and then, look around, drink it in, cause this is it,

It might all be gone tomorrow.

errrnie @ 2009-11-10T23:29:00

2009-11-10T15:32:27Z

I think I should just cancel that list of happy things, cause looking at it makes me sadder. LMF.

The First List

2009-11-09T09:15:37Z

List of things that will make me smile:

1) Looking at the sky
2) When a question is solved
3) Dim sum
4) Playing hockey
5) Playing softball
6) Driving
7) Riding pillion (except on rainy days)
8) Talking in pangsai language
9) Getting MMSes
10) Retail therapy
11) Liverpool winning
12) Gerrard and Torres smiling
13) Going back to crescent or ac

K.I.V

errrnie @ 2009-11-01T13:11:00

2009-11-01T05:15:42Z

Hey there,

Don't feel lonely, because you're not alone.
Don't feel lousy, because you're definitely not lousy.
It's only the beginning, keep your head up high.
Keep smiling, keep going, keep breathing.
Don't doubt, have faith.
Trust.
Remember.

We've an infinitely long way to go.
You don't want to be all by yourself.

errrnie @ 2009-10-26T22:23:00

2009-10-26T14:25:40Z

Classic, forever. :)

errrnie @ 2009-10-24T14:07:00

2009-10-24T06:07:57Z

It's not about making mistakes, it's how you make it right after that.

errrnie @ 2009-10-20T16:35:00

2009-10-20T08:40:52Z

Losing familiarity with someone you cared about.

errrnie @ 2009-10-14T14:47:00

2009-10-14T06:49:14Z

Did you think I would forget how to love?

It's like riding a bike. Everyone falls off and scrapes their knees sometimes.

errrnie @ 2009-09-27T12:28:00

2009-09-27T04:30:29Z

Pretending to be people we’re not until we’re comfortable enough with each other to be who we are. So only you know who I am.

It's painful, but it's not hard. You think you have forever, but you don't.

errrnie @ 2009-08-10T23:08:00

2009-08-10T15:36:07Z

Because I might not always have you but I'll have the feeling of you for the rest of my life. No doubt.

The Quiet World, Jeffrey McDaniel

2009-07-27T04:53:22Z

In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long
distance lover and proudly say
I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn't respond, I know
she's used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you,
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.

errrnie @ 2009-07-07T23:47:00

2009-07-07T15:50:23Z

What's it like, thirty years with the same man?
Great for me. Good for him, I hope.

Why? You don't think he loves you?
I think he always loved me in his way, just not spend time with me, show any emotion or affection or any sort of way.

Why did you stay?
I didn't need him to feel about me the way I do about him.

self-check.

2009-06-22T16:55:27Z

Thou shalt not share one's feelings anymore.

Good night peeps.

errrnie @ 2009-06-21T20:49:00

2009-06-21T12:51:55Z

I understand that you are going through a hard time
But what you need to recognize I'm in one too
You say that maybe we should take some time apart
But you go your way, I'll get by, and you'll go get high
You just see if I mind.

Why can't I be your lover?
Can there be another?
And when I feel without I want to get you in.
Why can't I be your lover?
At five o'clock you come shuffling in.
And when I lock you out I want to get you,
Let you, get you in.

Well I could be wrong I don't even know myself
And I must be strong when you're gone so long
I don't need to know reasons why.

What I wouldn't do for you.

errrnie @ 2009-06-17T21:19:00

2009-06-17T13:19:52Z

simple things will do.

no

2009-06-17T10:08:48Z

i feel as though i'm in a vague dream that i've had before.

standing on the rooftops.

2009-06-12T14:50:40Z

If something happens to you, promise me you would tell me. Don't run away from me. Let me know.

~scream your hearts out.

same entry, three weeks later.

2009-06-04T14:03:10Z

Have you encountered such a situation before?

Person A: I will be doing blah blah blah (something that is related to person B). Do you mind/Are you okay with it?
Person B: Okay.

I felt like person B. And I was thinking, why do you bother asking something if you're already planning to do it.

heard this before?

2009-06-03T10:40:13Z

They say you grow up to marry your father. (For girls lah.)

My father, okay, most of it good, a little bad, hahaha.

errrnie @ 2009-06-03T00:50:00

2009-06-02T16:51:07Z

feel that you can't talk to someone about things, cause you guys are too close. talking might just ruin things?

the start of holidays

2009-06-02T13:54:46Z

You thought you mattered, but maybe you're worth so much lesser than that.

life as a computer.

2009-06-01T15:52:53Z

Things I would do if my life had the same functions as a computer:

1. Insert (happiness)
2. Delete (worries and confusion)
3. Control (feelings)
4. Backspace (to crescent and part of ac)
5. Escape (life?)

errrnie @ 2009-05-28T21:06:00

2009-05-28T13:07:07Z

I wanted this to be part of my lj template but somehow the picture turns out blur. Idk why. So I'm just posting it as an entry. :(

errrnie @ 2009-05-28T15:20:00

2009-05-28T07:19:10Z

For two people to start a relationship, it's as easy as ABC.
For two people to sustain a relationship, that's the difficult part.