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Dying

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 02:36:16 GMT

They say it's like going to sleep. Maybe it is. But what if I go to sleep? I have nightmares.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 03:52:36 GMT

Did you say it?

I love you.

I don’t ever want to leave without you.

You changed my life.

Did you say it?

Make a plan, set a goal, work towards it.

And every now and then, look around, drink it in, cause this is it,

It might all be gone tomorrow.

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:32:27 GMT

I think I should just cancel that list of happy things, cause looking at it makes me sadder. LMF.

The First List

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:15:37 GMT

List of things that will make me smile:

1) Looking at the sky
2) When a question is solved
3) Dim sum
4) Playing hockey
5) Playing softball
6) Driving
7) Riding pillion (except on rainy days)
8) Talking in pangsai language
9) Getting MMSes
10) Retail therapy
11) Liverpool winning
12) Gerrard and Torres smiling
13) Going back to crescent or ac

K.I.V

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 05:15:42 GMT

Hey there,

Don't feel lonely, because you're not alone.
Don't feel lousy, because you're definitely not lousy.
It's only the beginning, keep your head up high.
Keep smiling, keep going, keep breathing.
Don't doubt, have faith.
Trust.
Remember.

We've an infinitely long way to go.
You don't want to be all by yourself.

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:25:40 GMT

Classic, forever. :)

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 06:07:57 GMT

It's not about making mistakes, it's how you make it right after that.

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 08:40:52 GMT

Losing familiarity with someone you cared about.

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 06:49:14 GMT

Did you think I would forget how to love?

It's like riding a bike. Everyone falls off and scrapes their knees sometimes.

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 04:30:29 GMT

Pretending to be people we’re not until we’re comfortable enough with each other to be who we are. So only you know who I am.

It's painful, but it's not hard. You think you have forever, but you don't.

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:36:07 GMT

Because I might not always have you but I'll have the feeling of you for the rest of my life. No doubt.

The Quiet World, Jeffrey McDaniel

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 04:53:22 GMT

In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long
distance lover and proudly say
I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn't respond, I know
she's used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you,
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:50:23 GMT

What's it like, thirty years with the same man?
Great for me. Good for him, I hope.

Why? You don't think he loves you?
I think he always loved me in his way, just not spend time with me, show any emotion or affection or any sort of way.

Why did you stay?
I didn't need him to feel about me the way I do about him.

self-check.

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 16:55:27 GMT

Thou shalt not share one's feelings anymore.

Good night peeps.

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:51:55 GMT

I understand that you are going through a hard time
But what you need to recognize I'm in one too
You say that maybe we should take some time apart
But you go your way, I'll get by, and you'll go get high
You just see if I mind.

Why can't I be your lover?
Can there be another?
And when I feel without I want to get you in.
Why can't I be your lover?
At five o'clock you come shuffling in.
And when I lock you out I want to get you,
Let you, get you in.

Well I could be wrong I don't even know myself
And I must be strong when you're gone so long
I don't need to know reasons why.

What I wouldn't do for you.

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 13:19:52 GMT

simple things will do.

no

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 10:08:48 GMT

i feel as though i'm in a vague dream that i've had before.

standing on the rooftops.

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 14:50:40 GMT

If something happens to you, promise me you would tell me. Don't run away from me. Let me know.

~scream your hearts out.

same entry, three weeks later.

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:03:10 GMT

Have you encountered such a situation before?

Person A: I will be doing blah blah blah (something that is related to person B). Do you mind/Are you okay with it?
Person B: Okay.

I felt like person B. And I was thinking, why do you bother asking something if you're already planning to do it.

heard this before?

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 10:40:13 GMT

They say you grow up to marry your father. (For girls lah.)

My father, okay, most of it good, a little bad, hahaha.

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 16:51:07 GMT

feel that you can't talk to someone about things, cause you guys are too close. talking might just ruin things?

the start of holidays

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 13:54:46 GMT

You thought you mattered, but maybe you're worth so much lesser than that.

life as a computer.

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 15:52:53 GMT

Things I would do if my life had the same functions as a computer:

1. Insert (happiness)
2. Delete (worries and confusion)
3. Control (feelings)
4. Backspace (to crescent and part of ac)
5. Escape (life?)

Thu, 28 May 2009 13:07:07 GMT

I wanted this to be part of my lj template but somehow the picture turns out blur. Idk why. So I'm just posting it as an entry. :(

Thu, 28 May 2009 07:19:10 GMT

For two people to start a relationship, it's as easy as ABC.
For two people to sustain a relationship, that's the difficult part.